I love the indie web, I think it's so much fun. I have been stressing with all the politcal stuff, but you know how life is. I am afraid for my life sometimes. But still, I rise. I am excited to watch the new episode of severance. My partner and I are going to get pluckers and then watch it. I can't wait. I really am excited. Ugh things are a mess arent they? I hope I can survive another 4 years here and then bounce to another country.
I have been thinking about, and have been terrified, about the presidency. I feel helpless. I have actively been avoiding most major sites, with the exxception of tumblr and reddit. I am scared, but mostly I am tired. This is aweful, and I am sure we all know that by now, but stil, it has to be said. Not becuase I expect anyone's mind to change, but so that one day we can look back and realize we have really dug ourselves into a hole.
I find myself wanting to distance myself from my phone, and everything mainstream. i don't want to be a part of social media anymore. I refuse to give them my fear and I refuse to give them my power.
Recently I signed up for a 5k and I am super nervous. I needed something good to look forward to, and this is what I chose. I don't really know much about running except I had a fitness exam I thought I wanted to complete. I was SO wrong about that.... but anyways I am really excited. I did a mile race before. I am nervous. If it goes well I might want to do a triathelon. I am excited. I got a coros watch so I could give that a try. I figure I'll use it to lift weights anyways. Fingers crossed!
I had a lot of fun! It was my partner's and I anneversary, and I really enjoyed seeing all the horses. I used to ride horses, before I transitioned, and I have not had the oppurtunity to ride again (though sometimes I wonder if I ever should... I get scared now! But I do love them. It was so much fun to see those giant puppers.